Yours is a relationship of comfortable routine. Once there was passion, now
Well you're glad she's with you, but you admit you don't pay attention to her as much as you should. You two have been together for a long time, and you'll continue to be together for a long time to come. You've had your ups and downs over the years: times when you hated being in the same room with her, and times when she's all you can think about. You're ashamed that you sometimes wonder who will outlive the other.